Saturday, April 24, 2010
Living Inside My Mind
So, I think she is pretty but I can't say a thing, which is what I hate the most. For all I know she could end up liking me but I won't know at this rate because I can't even talk to her. I don't understand what it is inside me that makes it so hard. There is some barrier that I cannot break through. I feel like even if she ended up not liking me, that would be better than just sitting around wondering. Yet this is not enough for me to do anything. I wish I was better at this. I wish I could do something. I'm tired of wondering what could be, because all it does is hurt me.
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idk what to say, because the wondering is what could kill you in the end, and i would be very sad to no longer have you as a friend here on earth, and i don't want you to be driven to craziness or to desperation or to death... i want you to be freed from all of this. freed from the wondering, freed from the needing to know... freed from the not knowing... freed from the longing. i will be praying for this. in the end, i have no advice, just prayers and cares for you. call or txt, cuz i want to know more about this europe trip in january and when i will get to see you this summer just so i knows not to be away while you're here.
HUGS a la distancia. and really, truly, stephen... know that you are loved. you have a family behind you. a good, solid family. :) we love you.
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